No news, no updates, no baby plans

Thanks for the people who have contacted me lately..... I've been offline because there's nothing to say yet.

No new process has been identified

Not all of the old cases are completed

No one seems to know what's going to happen next

My finances aren't in order any longer anyway so it really doesn't matter that Guatemala can't seem to "get it together"

My heart is tired.

When I start thinking about what I'm going to do to adopt, my brain hurts. Sometimes I think I'm being ridiculous for waiting and wanting and hoping for an adoption in Guatemala... that is something that may never happen.

Maybe I'm not going to be a mom in this life....

Maybe I am.... I know I want to be...